I Hope You Feel Terrible

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You raised me out of the rejection I had drowned in
And held my hand and made the water into fountains
And I thought I had it, I finally had it
That close companionship that turns the skies unclouded
And then I blinked and suddenly you’re feeling distant
It’s nothing personal the novelty wore off a bit
And I shouldn’t blame you, you’re just human
But so am I and I can’t lie

I hope you feel terrible, I hope you wanna cry
When confronted with a memory of cozy movie nights
I hope you can’t stand the comfort of the slippers that I bought you
Can’t stand imagining me crying but I want you to feel
Terrible
I hope you feel as terrible as me

It feels so silly cuz you know that I still love you
And it feels silly cuz it won’t make you attracted to me again
But let me have my moment, my silly little moment
To scream into my pillow, roll down the window, in hopes you’ll hear it from your house
Don’t get me wrong of course you’re valid for your feelings
But my abandonment-y issues need some healing
I hope our therapists help us
And I shouldn’t say it out loud but

I hope you feel terrible, I hope you wanna cry
When confronted with a memory of cozy movie nights
I hope you can’t stand the comfort of the slippers that I bought you
Can’t stand imagining me crying but I want you to feel
Terrible, hope the guilt eats you alive
Wish I could be the bigger person but I’m just trying to survive these feelings
And I hope you feel as terrible as me

I hope you feel terrible, I hope you wanna cry
When confronted with a memory of cozy movie nights
I hope you can’t stand the comfort of the slippers that I bought you
Can’t stand imagining me crying but I want you to feel
Terrible, hope the guilt eats you alive
Wish I could be the bigger person but I’m just trying to survive these feelings
And I hope you feel as terrible as me

I hope you feel as terrible as me

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released April 17, 2024
All music things - Boy Jr.
Cake - Disco Sugar
Photography - Patrick Tuohey

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